It’s been a while I blogged, and it is due to the reasons for not being able to joggle my new ventures with creating videos and blogging.
Secondly, I felt scared to continue blogging because I thought I had nothing to give you, albeit I have been on a discovery of growing and understanding my relationship with God.
Today, I found out that all I needed to have done was try again, and that is what I am doing right now. I am sure some of you are asking within you, why are you blogging again, well it so happened on Wednesday, June 3rd, 2020. The holy spirit visited me and spoke to me that he wants me to start “DRUMMING.” He gave me other instructions, in the process of this revelation, songs of worship were sung, and I started drumming. It sounded so good that I stopped and wondered where that came from, some other events occurred which I would leave out.
Although, when I woke up I was a bit confused but felt led to reach out to one of the spiritual leaders God has placed in my life, he explained to me by the help of the spirit of God that “There was something I was doing for God, but I no longer do them anymore.
He further said that God wants me to go back into doing it, the drumming does not mean beating the drum as people would think, but it connoted doing the work I have been given, which would be heard.
A few days back on May 31st, 2020 I was given scripture in my dream to read, one of it which was 2 Timothy chapter 4, as I picked up my bible to understand the content, there was something Apostle Paul said that rang in my heart. The scripture stated, “Preach the word! Be ready in season and out of season. Convince, rebuke, exhort, with all longsuffering and teaching, and verse 5 stated, ” But you be watchful in all things, endure afflictions, do the work of an evangelist, fulfill your ministry.”
This above scripture explains the revelation God showed me on June 3rd, as described by a spiritual leader, he said something that I never told anyone, he said do not be afraid after all God sent you, don’t worry about what and how you will say it, just do it. He will know how to make everything fall in place.
Okay, I am writing this piece to remind myself of the assignment God has given me to proclaim liberty to the captive and preach his word. Also, to encourage and tell you that God still cares for us, and as he stated in Jeremiah 29:11, ” For the plans I have for you, is of good and not of evil to give you an expected end, a hope, and a future. God still is involved in every detail of your life, and HE is calling you to have that talk with Him.
Finally, whatever God has given you, please go back to it; being self- critical or judgmental of yourself will hinder you from doing what God has called you. You have been called, You have been chosen even before you were formed in your mother’s womb. Let the gift God placed in you be seen by all, so that they can glorify God, don’t doubt yourself but START DRUMMING!! I promise, it will get better and better.
I love you all very much, but God loves you more.